tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15608795767670935572024-03-13T06:03:46.973+08:00word after word blogsepatah demi sepatah kata, menjadi sepotong ayat yang bermakna, melengkapkan sebuah cerita.
https://shasafiez.blogspot.comshasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.comBlogger159125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-42169652231128865482021-11-29T18:04:00.008+08:002021-11-29T19:57:50.806+08:00Bila mood swing aku datang<div style="background: white; line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #444444;">Here it
comes the Penyakit-Mood-Serba tak kena...</span></div><span style="color: #444444;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Pandang cermin je rasa sume tak kena...</div><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Semua tu I mean semua...</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Hidup, hati, badan, mood, kawan...aih...</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Lemak-lemak kat badan yang tak reti-reti nak bertambah. pffftt bencilah</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Lepastu tayar kereta aku pulak buat hal hujung tahun ni...</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Kerja tak pernah nak concerntrate, pastu cakap takde masa terluang... gila gamaknya</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Makan banyak dan tak tentu, tapi takde ar gemok pon</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Pastu takley nak makan sayur... sebab harga dah semua nak naik harga</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Tambah masalah mental tak kurang-kurang </div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Ah semua lah</div></span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-color-alt: windowtext;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Ape aje yg betul?</div></span></span></div><div style="background: white; line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="background: white; line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="450" height="800" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/4e/73/98/4e7398dafefd572cce4fc5a466a79b45.jpg" width="450" /></div>
shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-72671200462790545222021-11-25T12:38:00.001+08:002021-11-25T12:38:39.169+08:00Sebuah kepercayaan<p style="text-align: justify;">Im the one that decided to leave you, but why it feels like im the
one that being left out? life is funny, right? Sebab, benda yang paling
mahal dalam dunia ialah kepercayaan. Nak dapatkan bertahun, nak musnahkan
sesaat je. Jadi, berbaloi ke tak tak jujur tu?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Dia paling tak best bila kau dapat tahu rahsia dan kepercayaan
yang kau beri pada someone tu end up dikianati dan bila kau sedar ianya keluar dari
mulut pihak ketiga atau orang luar, seriously... macam backstab bertubi-tubi
rasanya. Bila dah terkena dan terasa hati, hati jadi berubah dari rapat terus
jadi diam. Rasa cepat-cepat nak jauhkan diri someone tu tanpa bagitahu kenapa,
in hope… kau sendiri tahu kenapa dan mengaku salah depan aku. Ya, aku tahu
macam terlalu melampau untuk aku putus macam tu je, tapi kau nak expect apa
dengan orang yang berzodiak taurus dan anak kedua macam aku ni. Sekali tertipu
dah susah nak percaya dah… “healing is messy part” buat aku. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Kalau korang tanya apa yang aku nak saat ini. Satu je jawapan aku.
Dicampak di tengah-tengah pulau mati yang tak diperhuni… yang tak boleh diakses
oleh dunia luar... Ingin menjauh dari kesesakkan dan masalah dunia. Lepas tu jangan
tanya aku kenapa, sebab jawapan aku hanya satu “what does it feels to crying on
your own someone's lap before, as i never know how to do that again... <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Sekarang ni, i'll shed my own tears, quietly.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/c1/8f/ab/c18fab7e87c5d7303704874c1cd74588.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="450" height="800" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/c1/8f/ab/c18fab7e87c5d7303704874c1cd74588.jpg" width="450" /></a></div><br /><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span><p></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-61129674392845873962021-11-24T15:41:00.005+08:002021-11-24T15:48:25.187+08:00Pilihan itu tak selalunya 'happy ending'<p></p><p class="MsoNormal"></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Setiap orang ada 24 jam yang sama Allah bagi, hanya niat bantu
kumpul saham akhirat atau buang untuk kelalaian dunia semata. Entah lah,
kekadang aku rasa macam bitter je sesorang bila ingat semula, since aku decide
berhenti kerja 2 minggu yang lepas. Bila fikir semula susah payah juga aku cari
kerja lepas company lama aku tak dapat survive dan aku diberhentikan kerja pada
bulan mei lepas (sebab covid aritu). Tak lama mengganggur dalam 2 minggu aku
dapat rezeki kerja dengan satu company online platform Sh***e malaysia, dengan
mengisi jawatan yang paling aku lemah iaitu customer service (live). Struggle bulan
pertama memang aku pendam sendiri, sebab kerenah manusia sorang-sorang nak kena
layan dan aku pula jenis cepat touching bila kena marah tak pasal-pasal gitu. But
like I said dah memang tu kerja kau, hadap jela.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Masuk bulan kedua aku jadi kental, kau marah aku layan je lah. Semua
perbualan di rekod kan, aku balas je dengan sopan (even rasa nak maki berbukit
kat kau semula). End up, aku berjaya bertahan untuk tempoh prohibition dan
diserap. Tapi disebabkan aku rasa aku lalai dan susah nak catch up dengan jadual
yang tak tentu kekadang dapat waktu shift tengah malam sampai pagi, atau waktu
pack hour dan waktu yang aku kekadang terlepas or terlewat untuk solat sebab kena
keep live/online (24-hours), aku jadi serba salah dengan Allah. Allah bagi peluang
rezeki aku kerja, tapi aku terlepas/lewat untuk tunai kewajipan pada Dia semula.
Turn up aku hantar surat resign dengan alasan aku dapat offer tempat lain (yang
mana tipu~ aku menganggur semula T.T). Tapi aku yakin pada rezeki dari pintu
lain. Kan?<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">So now aku rasa belum bersedia nak cari kerja baru walau ada head company
yang direct call untuk panggilan interview. Boleh jadi aku masih penat nak
bangkit keluar dari comfort zone yang selama ini aku pegang jawatan yang aku minat
dan mahir. Bila ada tawaran untuk jawatan lain, aku terus tolak fikir ia memang
tak sesuai (i dont know why). Mampu, mengadu semula dekat blog ini weh! Sebab terasa
losser sesangat.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Tapi macam yang aku pernah cakap lah, dunia ni 'classroom' yang
paling besar dengan Allah sebagai 'Teacher the Almighty'. Aku banyak belajar
dengan tu. Aku tahu aku tak pandai tulis bahasa bunga-bunga untuk harukan hati
orang. Aku just tulis apa yang aku rasa dan nak orang rasa. Tapi macam kata
kawan aku, everything needs commercial value and attraction force, maka aku
pun draw je cerita tu ikut taste orang yang nak baca, tapi dengan core yang aku ada sebagai basic color, nak share dan bercerita rasa dengan orang
bukan senang</span>. Jadi terpulang~<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"></p><div style="text-align: justify;">Yang benar,</div>
<span style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; float: none; font-variant-caps: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: start; text-decoration-color: initial; text-decoration-style: initial; text-decoration-thickness: initial; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"><div style="text-align: justify;">Someone who bored and annoyed right now</div><o:p></o:p></span><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPHWrOCOcs_yStx4pMymZdEE9TbSI5uu9KIV0a9357Nm9rIfsXVhUnlI9R26G2Ohp6DXBFT90wSyIVUWNSiSK8s8e4aa5NsSPEM4ArpxDwLOVTyYQy_2ezgg69LFKQntbrEWu7tU0R9jg/s752/6558e8fb8b179f18ca10bbc89615eb6b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="752" data-original-width="564" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPHWrOCOcs_yStx4pMymZdEE9TbSI5uu9KIV0a9357Nm9rIfsXVhUnlI9R26G2Ohp6DXBFT90wSyIVUWNSiSK8s8e4aa5NsSPEM4ArpxDwLOVTyYQy_2ezgg69LFKQntbrEWu7tU0R9jg/s16000/6558e8fb8b179f18ca10bbc89615eb6b.jpg" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><p></p><p></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-32107855327634021052021-11-23T12:57:00.006+08:002021-11-24T15:52:18.833+08:00Permulaan baru aku yang akan bersambung kisahnya <p style="text-align: justify;">Putih.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Biasanya kalau sesuatu perkara baru atau fasa baru yang kita
tempuh, ‘base’ dia mesti putih. Kan?<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Kenapa?<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Sebab nak mula dengan ‘fresh’ dan bersih. Mula dengan kosong
semula. Macam tulah perasaan aku tika ini.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Kita biasanya anggap sesuatu permulaan hatta kehidupan yang
lepas sebuah pengajaran kan?<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">So, bagi aku permulaan dan putih itu tak ada beza. Putih
bersih, kita yang mencoraknya. Cuma waktu ini, aku belajar untuk tidak mengotorkan
lagi dengan warna atau lukisan yang sama seperti yang lepas. Tidak akan lagi pilih
warna ‘hitam pudar’ sama, yang mana telah menggelapkan lukisan pelangi
kehidupan aku selama tempoh beberapa tahun ini.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Kekecewaan yang lepas selepas memilih ‘calit-an’ hitam itu akan
aku simpan sendiri atau akan aku kongsikan sebagai pengajaran (mungkin nanti…
aku tidak janji). Hmmm, jangan salah sangka ianya bukan sisi gelap kotar
keseluruhan dari lukisanku, tetapi aku anggap ianya sisi ‘sisa-sisa’ dari
campuran warna suka duka kehidupan yang terpaling akan aku buang jauh dari
lubuk hati ini.<o:p></o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Sampai detik ini, biar kiasan tulisan ini jadi permulaan bagi luahan hati 'monolog' ku. Kerana terlalu banyak lagi perkara ingin aku kongsi dengan blog aku ini. Nanti...</p><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; text-align: justify;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/77/22/bd/7722bda575941fb9c672b5ae73eee3b0.jpg" style="clear: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="532" height="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/77/22/bd/7722bda575941fb9c672b5ae73eee3b0.jpg" width="425" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td></tr></tbody></table><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-91765495533229874512021-11-20T14:29:00.003+08:002021-11-25T17:28:58.289+08:00An Open Letter To Those Who Love Too Deeply<p style="text-align: justify;">You text him. He texts you back. You text him back. You never hear from him
again. Why? Because you said something too clingy, too desperate, too real. You
expressed interest in someone and they rejected you like you were nothing.</p><p><o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">But why? A human in isolation has a life expectancy of about two decades
less than normal. And humans also seem to have an allergy to human connection.
We can’t be alone but we can’t love too deeply either<span class="textexposedshow">.</span><o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">But not you. You’re special. You’re an open wound. You cut yourself deep to
the bone and it hurts every time someone touches your raw insides. You love so
deeply, so purely and so often that you’re completely immolated because the
most difficult thing to be in this world is sensitive.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">You let everyone in. You let everyone you meet put a little crack in your
heart. You’re loyal beyond measure, you’re caring and compassionate. You’re so
fiercely protective of your friends and your family that you forget to protect
yourself sometimes and that really hurts. But you don’t know how to be another
way. You’d never forgive yourself if you hurt someone. This world is already so
painful. You couldn’t live with yourself if you caused someone else even more
pain.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">And yet it keeps happening. You find someone you like, you tell them and
they disappear. It seems so simple too you, so obvious. You want to find
someone to fall in love with, someone who knows you. You want someone to be
around when you’re scared, when you’re feeling vulnerable or sad. You want
someone to do things with, who’s always your first choice. You want a partner
to support you and love you when you’re not too in love with yourself. You want
one person to create memories with so you don’t have to keep starting over and
kissing a million unworthy frogs.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">But it’s so hard. Why? Why don’t other people want to feel your love? Why
don’t they want to feel protected and safe and secure with someone like you.
Someone who’s decided they want love and so they’ve trained themselves their
entire lives to love completely and intensely. Your love is unwavering and once
you’ve given it, you’ve given it forever. You have so many ghosts walking
around the halls of your heart that it’s so hard to get a moment of silence
sometimes. You hear the voices of those that were unable to love you back
whispering, trying to break you.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">And maybe you’re broken already. Maybe you were born with a broken heart.
But maybe that’s okay. You’ll always keep loving and loving and loving until it
kills you. You may be alone for a little while but the silence of comfortable
solitude is so much sweeter than the silence of being emotionally shut out by
the person you’re with.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">The hardest thing to be in this word is sensitive but that doesn’t mean
you’re soft.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p></p><div style="text-align: justify;">Sincerely,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Someone who understands</div><o:p></o:p><p></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="800" height="640" src="https://s3.amazonaws.com/www-inside-design/uploads/2018/09/neonbrand-618322-unsplash-sq.jpg" width="640" /></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-14098692859989266912021-11-19T21:11:00.006+08:002021-11-25T17:29:19.253+08:00Dear YOU<p style="text-align: justify;">Dear YOU,</p><p><o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">If you’re reading this, please always keep this in your mind. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Don’t let your stress and worries bring you down, remember only YOU can
fight all the negative thoughts you have in your mind. When life brings you
down, always think about all the good things that happened to you. Those happy
moments that you’ve had. You may not build your own self now, but I know in the
future, you will have that good life and self that you wish for. So please,
give some time to love <span class="textexposedshow">and trust yourself first,
love what you are doing, be thankful in everything you have today, because it
will help you build your beautiful future.</span><o:p></o:p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Always remember that God has a perfect plan for YOU, maybe not today but for
sure in the future it will all come true, and it will be all worth it. So don’t
get tired of waiting. Always trust in God’s perfect timing. <o:p></o:p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtbXqyFevwMD5IAP1rmjJTR1ogf2oZL4N4U1EdPtQJ1_OJ7Lj_XQdZmO-f6Qm3MzaYqAGwiyOSBzzgMaelx_2ha5zCEiFpi7etMzrEQ5UvAfeRkwrvRYplIzIpSpt8dfXEJT8TMYOG0fE/s1080/5822804.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1080" data-original-width="1080" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtbXqyFevwMD5IAP1rmjJTR1ogf2oZL4N4U1EdPtQJ1_OJ7Lj_XQdZmO-f6Qm3MzaYqAGwiyOSBzzgMaelx_2ha5zCEiFpi7etMzrEQ5UvAfeRkwrvRYplIzIpSpt8dfXEJT8TMYOG0fE/w640-h640/5822804.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-77810341349177645192021-11-19T15:51:00.008+08:002021-11-25T17:29:43.438+08:00Truth never told<p style="text-align: justify;">I'm that girl that looks so happy. Cracking jokes, smiling, having a great
time and dying inside. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">But... right now, I'm hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of
being not good enough, tired of life. I don't want to look dramatic, weak
and attention seeker. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">So I keep it all inside. Acts like everything's perfect,
but cries at night. In order to give a fake hope that everybody thinks I'm the happiest they know. That I
don't have problems and my life is perfect. If only they knew the truth.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><a href="https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/2009078.jpg" style="clear: left; display: inline; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="800" height="640" src="https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/2009078.jpg" width="640" /></a></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p><o:p></o:p></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-23596323600176110802021-01-20T12:40:00.006+08:002021-11-25T17:31:10.863+08:00I know me better <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I don't forgive people because I am weak. I forgive them because I am strong
enough to know people make mistakes.</span></div><p><span style="font-family: inherit;"><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know life's challenges aren't easy. And sometimes we carry the burden of
the whole world on our shoulders, we keep pushing everyday just to end up out
of that long dark tunnel.</span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know how lonely it must've been for you, I know how exhaustion tried to win
you over just for you to give up.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know that sometimes all you ever wanted was a kind word.. Or a hand to hold.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know that you wanted someone to tell you that what you're going through won't
last forever and you'll ge</span><span class="textexposedshow" style="font-family: inherit;">t yourself out of it..</span></div>
<span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know that you lived some really harsh and
unbearable moments all by yourself and I know that all you gave the world was a
smile.</span></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know what you're going through and I won't
promise you sunshine and rainbows..</span></div>
<span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I promise you one thing, no matter how your journey
ends, you'll feel proud because you never gave up.</span></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">If there's one thing I willingly ask from you is to
be kind to yourself in the middle of life's mess.</span></div>
<span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I know pain and heartache change people. But how
you change.. It's all up to you.</span></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Never give up on your fight even if you lose a
battle. Chin up and carry on.</span></div>
</span><span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">You've got this.</span></div></span><p></p><div style="text-align: justify;">Sincerely,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Someone who understands</div><p style="text-align: justify;"><a href="https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0068/6794/3446/files/cottagecore_2_large.jpg?v=1587041591" style="clear: left; display: inline; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="480" data-original-width="480" height="640" src="https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0068/6794/3446/files/cottagecore_2_large.jpg?v=1587041591" width="640" /></a></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-15453313044978189942021-01-16T22:29:00.002+08:002021-11-25T17:31:31.887+08:00Speak yourself<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;">Never be afraid to make your own waves</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Believe in your self more.</span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;">You can,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">create mountains with your hands </span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">and waves with your voice.</span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">They may pretend that they don’t hear you,</span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">but honesty will always be felt. </span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Like rain on a sunny day.</span></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Like love on a sunday.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="450" height="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/e1/2d/eb/e12debe095860440c2f1b95d7f02d05f.jpg" width="360" /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><span style="background-color: white;"><div style="text-align: justify; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></div></span></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-20049894037430227072021-01-13T18:07:00.002+08:002021-11-25T17:31:44.901+08:00Are you a thalassophile?<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Thalassophile, A person who loves the sea and oceans. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white; letter-spacing: 0.2px;">From the Greek word thalassa, meaning “sea,” a thalassophile can be defined as “a lover of the sea.” It is the perfect word to describe me, someone who loves the sea or ocean. I am a </span><strong style="background-color: white; letter-spacing: 0.2px;">thalassophile</strong><span style="background-color: white; letter-spacing: 0.2px;">, are you?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; letter-spacing: 0.2px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I never tired of being able to view the sea. Its endless shades of blue transfix me. Whether I am viewing the ocean from the shore or on a boat, whether snorkeling on top of the water, bobbing like a cork or as to view the fish and coral below… I love feeling that I am a part of the on or underwater world, even if for a short time.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">The ocean intrigued me long before I spent time on or under the sea. My poetic soul was fed by just being exposed to the sand and the sea. Walking along the shore, I watched sand crabs appear from their holes and stopped to pick up small shells or bits of broken coral. I found inspiration in the colors, sounds and smells </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Any other thalassophiles out there?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="601" height="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/6b/8f/f1/6b8ff1560806126820ed1809f5f3cd5d.jpg" width="481" /></div></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-27314146559475607412021-01-10T15:40:00.003+08:002021-11-25T17:32:00.253+08:00 Saying 'Thank you' instead of 'I'm sorry'<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;">I used to apologize a lot. I experienced begging for forgiveness over things even when I'm not the one at fault. I used to limit as much movement as I could, conceal as much opinion, and lower my voice because I convinced myself that I'm only making noise. I thought of my myself as a burden to people. I always shrunk myself to give space to others.</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I never realized how suffocating that was until I tried being grateful instead. I tried practicing saying 'Thank you' instead of 'I'm sorry' and that has helped me a lot. There are still moments when I automatically apologize over something trivial and the guilt still lingers but not as much as it did before.</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">You'll never see your value if you're always apologetic for your own existence. Concealing what you have to offer, no matter how useless it may seem, will do you more damage than give people convenience.</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">When you look at the world with grateful eyes, you'll begin to see the worth of your little actions because you will always want to give something back. An apology is something that eases the burden of your mistakes but gratitude is giving something back in exchange for your shortcomings.</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Always choose to give more because you're thankful instead of making yourself less because you feel apologetic and regretful. </span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="640" height="789" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/e0/8a/fa/e08afae63419dcdd9165115c035f7124.jpg" width="631" /></div></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-45659209438550967252021-01-06T17:19:00.003+08:002021-11-25T17:32:14.977+08:00Belajar kawal marah<p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Anger </span>doesn't<span style="font-family: inherit;"> solve anything. It builds nothing, but it can destroy </span>everything.<span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span></span><span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;">Getting angry is actually punishing yourself with the mistakes of other.</span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;">Memang perit untuk kawal rasa marah. Lebih lagi ketika akal sedang mengalami Amygdala Hijacking...</span></p><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">jantung berdegung kencang,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">tapak tangan mula berpeluh,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">akal hilang pertimbangan,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">dan tanpa sedar melakukan tindakan bodoh.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">kemarahan meluap ini tanpa sukar ditahan.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Kelakuan marah ini sedihnya...</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">menyakiti orang yang tersayang,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">mencederakan emosi mereka,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">menghancurkan hati </span><span style="background-color: white;">mereka, </span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white;">dan boleh membunuh jiwa dan raga tanpa disedari.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">kemarahan memang tak akan selesaikan apa apa pun malah menambah rasa bersalah pada diri sendiri. </span></div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Belajarlah...</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Maafkanlah wahai diri,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Lepaskanlah wahai emosi,</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">Bersabarlah wahai hati.</span></div><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div dir="auto"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="750" height="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/81/05/f1/8105f134e24253fe33c04c6abebcd1f2.jpg" width="640" /></div></div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-24170986855137074532020-12-29T21:46:00.002+08:002021-11-25T17:32:30.144+08:00Sincere reminder to you<p style="text-align: justify;">This is my sincere reminder to you:</p><p style="text-align: justify;">You didn't waste your year. Any moment of happiness or comfort, any small accomplishment, they all matter. This has been a really hard year and simply surviving is something to be proud of. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">Make sure you leave all the negativities before you enter 2021. Inner peace and blessing!</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="534" height="640" src="https://media1.popsugar-assets.com/files/thumbor/cVRkLQKhohpOsar3ZQECWvvO-UI/fit-in/1024x1024/filters:format_auto-!!-:strip_icc-!!-/2020/09/23/919/n/1922507/69627564b15b793f_eberhard-grossgasteiger-J9NDmBVhN04-unsplash/i/Pastel-Sky-iPhone-Wallpaper.jpg" width="427" /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-86457636808002795502020-12-28T10:48:00.004+08:002021-01-16T22:19:10.018+08:00Recap 2020 story<p>It's December and I counting a day to new 2021 year. Bytheway, how was your day? Wish and pray you are in very good health.</p><p>Seem, I've not post my personal for quite some time. So, I gonna do a recap story of 2020 so far. Well, it's not painful to read but a little sad when come to the actual reality. Personally, this year was completely different from last years. </p><p><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;">I may not know it back then, but now I realize that my sadness has something to teach me. </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;">The greatest lessons that I have learned in my life. Without all those hardness and darkest times that I had undergone, I might not know how to fully appreciate the brightest of days; without the despondency, I might not treasure even the smallest flicker of hope that I see and still have in me. </span></p><p><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; white-space: pre-wrap;">I would surely find it hard to distinguish happiness from its opposite; worst, I might have created a home inside loneliness' premises, clueless that it isn't paradise at all — it's all quiet in there, but will never be peaceful at all. </span>What really happen this year, make me realized to always be grateful and blissful toward everything that we have, we do and we gonna do. Pray our new 2021 year be better. A lot better!</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><img border="0" data-original-height="738" data-original-width="750" height="630" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/d6/25/01/d6250193d06d7e12b21498973fa73ad8.jpg" width="640" /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-32261355922098287582020-12-25T09:38:00.006+08:002021-11-25T17:32:44.797+08:00You is you. Be yourself<p style="text-align: justify;"> Stop apologizing.</p><div style="text-align: justify;">You don’t have to say sorry for</div><div style="text-align: justify;">How you laugh . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">How you dress . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">How you make your hair . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">How you speak . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">You don’t have to be sorry for being yourself.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Do it fearlessly.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">It’s time to accept this is you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">You gotta spend the rest of your life with you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">So start loving</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Your sarcasm . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Your awkwardness . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Your weirdness . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Your unique sense of humor . . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Your everything. . .</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">It will make your life so much easier to simply be yourself</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="800" height="640" src="https://ae01.alicdn.com/kf/H8b4c4c002e5f417f93921d7f126675f3S/17-Sheets-pack-Simple-Tulip-Flowers-Decoration-Card-Art-Postcards-Korean-Wall-Sticker-Photographic-Props-Background.jpg_q50.jpg" width="640" /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-62045925288720779962020-12-24T12:17:00.004+08:002021-11-25T17:33:02.342+08:00Women deserve better<p style="text-align: justify;">Do you ever be cheated or dumped by men? So here shout out to all men.</p><div style="text-align: justify;">Don't love a woman just because she is a trophy and an ego booster.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">because she is someone that challenges you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Don't love a woman just because she is talented.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her, </div><div style="text-align: justify;">because her talent inspires you.</div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">Don't love a woman just because she is successful.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">because her success is also your success.</div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">AND please...</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not because you find her perfect.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because her imperfection is what makes her one. </div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because she's an eye-catcher.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because there is a good heart behind her appearance.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because she is pretty.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because she is beautiful inside out.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because you constantly miss her. </div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because your world is more brighter and colorful with her in it.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because she is crazy and fun.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because that's what makes her real.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because she is sweet,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because her sweetness is warm, comforting and it feels like home.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Love her,</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">not just because she is strong,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But because her strength makes her special.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">There is a difference between loving a woman superficially and loving her deep.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Choose to love her deep, because she deserve and worth that.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://ih1.redbubble.net/image.1039663159.6708/carp,small,product,750x1000.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="600" height="640" src="https://ih1.redbubble.net/image.1039663159.6708/carp,small,product,750x1000.jpg" width="480" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-88118726227275178582020-12-23T10:51:00.006+08:002020-12-23T10:59:10.887+08:00Move onLet the past be the past.<br />
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End conversation.<br />
<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/2c/66/b0/2c66b0cd302678a8182bfd64294c5d0e.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="631" data-original-width="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/2c/66/b0/2c66b0cd302678a8182bfd64294c5d0e.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-28709680649295972732020-12-22T16:28:00.007+08:002021-11-25T17:33:35.913+08:00Words by her<p><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/bc/3f/2e/bc3f2ef0538504f03d3e10973c74bfbc.jpg" style="clear: left; display: inline; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: justify;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="723" height="640" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/bc/3f/2e/bc3f2ef0538504f03d3e10973c74bfbc.jpg" width="578" /></a></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Someday you will no longer be an almost,</div><p></p><div style="text-align: justify;">you will be someone's greatest blessing,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">you will be someone's weakness,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">you will be someone's most beautiful part of every day,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">you will be in his every sunrise and sunset,</div>
<span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;">you will be his comforter, his calm amidst his
inner storm,</div></span><div style="text-align: justify;">you're going to be someone he'll always choose</div>
<span class="textexposedshow"><div style="text-align: justify;">and you will no longer have to fight for your place
in his life</div></span><o:p></o:p><p></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Someday, you're going to be someone's answered prayer, <o:p></o:p></p>
<p></p><div style="text-align: justify;">You deserve that, dearie.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Well, we all do.</div><o:p></o:p><p></p>
<div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-23417655273747443702020-12-22T16:05:00.004+08:002020-12-22T16:14:09.266+08:00Live and dream<p><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/53/5a/6c/535a6c3a2679b1238bbf80a8ee3dce5d.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="800" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/53/5a/6c/535a6c3a2679b1238bbf80a8ee3dce5d.jpg" /></a><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: inherit;">Everyone suffers in their life.</span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">So do I…<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">There are lots of moment in my sad
days.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">But,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Rather than sad days.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">We hope to have better days.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">That’s what make us live.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">That makes us dream.</span><o:p></o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">c:pintrest</p>shasafiezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10680355635980758831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1560879576767093557.post-5190532324075528402019-08-26T23:11:00.002+08:002020-12-23T14:16:20.321+08:00A hopeI hope everyone finds what they're looking for.<br />
No matter how long it takes.<br />
Just look for whats real, not what seemed okay or just right.<br />
Follow your heart and do what makes you happy because at the end of the day, you are what matters most<br />
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You are so scared to get attached again.<br />
You have a fear that every person is going to break your heart.<br />
It's so true . . .<br />
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And sometimes we carry the burden of the whole world on our shoulders.<br />
We keep pushing everyday just to end up out of that long dark tunnel.<br />
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I know how lonely it must've been for you.<br />
I know how exhaustion tried to win you over just for you to give up.<br />
I know that sometimes all you ever wanted was a kind word.<br />
Or . . .<br />
A hand to hold. <br />
I know that you wanted someone to tell you that what you're going through won't last forever<br />
and you'll get yourself out of it.<br />
I know that you lived some really harsh and unbearable moments all by yourself<br />
and I know that all you gave the world was a smile.<br />
I know what you're going through and I won't promise you sunshine and rainbows. <br />
I promise you one thing, no matter how your journey ends<br />
You'll feel proud because you never gave up.<br />
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If there's one thing I willingly ask from you is to be kind to yourself in the middle of life's mess.<br />
I know pain and heartache change people.<br />
But how you change.<br />
It's all up to you.<br />
Never give up on your fight even if you lose a battle.<br />
Chin up and carry on.<br />
You've got this.<br />
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To post when shit goes down.<br />
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To the girl who reading this.<br />
You may have big problem but you have a bigger god.<br />
Keep slaying.<br />
Wear that smile, always!<br />
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Date someone who can be your lover.<br />
And best friend at the same time.<br />
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Someone who you can go on trip with.<br />
Have fun together, achieve goals together.<br />
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Someone who listens to your stories and laughs at your jokes.<br />
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Someone who prays and wish the best, only the best for you.<br />
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Your girl should be your best friend too.<br />
You want chill? Take her with you.<br />
You want travel? Take her with you.<br />
Need someone to talk to? Share your thoughts to her.<br />
No need to find other girl or invite your girl from the past.<br />
Loyalty. That how a relationship lasts.<br />
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If you have love someone and have seen their worst, it can have a good outcome and sometimes that person can bring out their best if you survive their storms. Twisted mind they will show you such impossible moments and relationship that you can't afford to lose.</div>
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So stay...</div>
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You don't need to walk away, you just need to survive and learn from the ways to a better relationship, learning is not a mistake, the only mistake would be not learning and growing.</div>
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You give that relationship the benefit of the doubt. A couple that is strong together, stays together.</div>
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If you loved that person there is no need to walk away from that relationship you both have. Love is not just show and tell it is a commitment and same goes to your relationship with someone.</div>
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And the rain quietly falls<br />
Everything is still<br />
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Even today, without a doubt<br />
I can’t get out of it<br />
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you<br />
<br />
Now<br />
I know that it’s the end<br />
I know that it’s all just foolishness<br />
Now I know that it’s not true<br />
I am just disappointed in myself for<br />
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride<br />
<br />
On the rainy days you come and find me<br />
Torturing me through the night<br />
When the rain starts to stop, you follow<br />
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well<br />
<br />
Now<br />
I erased all of you<br />
I emptied out all of you<br />
But when the rain falls again<br />
All the memories of you I hid with effort<br />
It all comes back, it must be looking for you<br />
<br />
On the rainy days you come and find me<br />
Torturing me through the night<br />
When the rain starts to stop, you follow<br />
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well<br />
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To you,<br />
Now there is no path for me to return<br />
But looking at your happy face<br />
I will still try to laugh since I was the one<br />
Without the strength to stop you<br />
<br />
On the rainy days you come and find me<br />
Torturing me through the night<br />
When the rain starts to stop, you follow<br />
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well<br />
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