Thursday, June 26, 2014

Alway look at what you have, never look at what you have lost

...
.... 2pm ...
No matter how young you are, the pain is still the same
Saying you don't know the world too well. You don't know the pain.
Things will get better. Why did you lie?
How can such a hurt heart repair so easily?
How can I live without you?
That's why I

Can't let you go even if I die
How can I let you go?
Whether you're trying to go or leave, fix my heart
So that I don't hurt
At least so that I can live on
If you can't, whatever
I can't send you even if I die

Even if you push me away
I'm gonna hold on to the end
So that you can't go anywhere
If you're really gonna leave, then lie to me
Saying we'll meet again tomorrow smiling
Saying that breaking up was a joke
Otherwise I

Can't let you go even if I die
How can I let you go?
Whether you're trying to go or leave, fix my heart
So that I don't hurt
At least so that I can live on
If you can't, whatever
I can't send you even if I die

We were always together so often
How can I live alone now?
I can't do this
I just can't do this

I can't let you go even if I die
How can I let you go?
Whether you're trying to go or leave, fix my heart
So that I don't hurt
At least so that I can live on
If you can't, whatever
I can't send you even if I die
 






Love = Hurts


Hampir setahun aku pindah Melaka
Tapi tak banyak yang aku coretkan kisah aku di sini
Aku bagai melarikan diri dari segala masalah..
Dari segala halangan..
Dari segala ketetapan..
Dari segala kenyataan.

Yang nyata aku hadapinya sekali lagi.
Pada masa dan detik ini.

How can i smile again~





Thursday, June 19, 2014

It really happen!!

It really happen!!

I manage to make this blog beat again.. haha

Finally, after several...several months.

Even, i'm not become the CEO yet, like kunon-kunon busy gila melampau selama ni.

BUT, okay...

I do feel so messy and chaotic with my worklife!

With never ending tasking... project... schedule....

Argghh! 

Hate to become adult. 

Have to have and manage your own life... your own money... your own future... bla..bla..

Just thinking of that make me become more and more and more like a old 'nenek'.

Arrrggghh!! for a second time.

How could it be?

Bump to my bed, take the pilow and sleep. 

Wish tomorrow better than today..






Alone


10:23PM

I’m kind of person who like to be alone.
Not for once second but sometime it could take for hours and days.

Lock the door and start to do what I’m like to do such as scratching, surfing internet, eating snack or choc, and read some english novel. 

Such a bored life cycle kan???.. =.=

Yeahh that was me! The real me who become non-exist person if the laziest and moodiest person ever. 

But when it’s come to working place, I need to turn on happy meppy mood and adjust my face to look sooooo friendly as I can. 

For me that was the hardest things to do.

Showing my poker face like kena pakai topeng muka “smiley face” je rasa.

Maybe that how the “badut” feel when they do their show.

Even masa tu dia tengah sedih… their face still smile. (maybe that was the power of painting and make-up skill)

The biggest smile from ear to ear pulak tu.. (engko ado??) hmmm…

I hate it!! 

Sometime the reality is not truly reality..
p/s: I what I thought right now.. end 10:29PM




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