i promised to myself not to write any
sentimental things here, but isn't promises are meant to be
broken? Kan?
well
actually, most of the times...rasa rendah diri bila
* kena buat kerja grouping n ends up like, im the only
beria dan groupmate lain kelaut
* kena present, lagi skali, macam tak tak prepare
padahal semalaman tak dapat tidur
* bile tgk result, org dapat A+ markah tinggi n for
me, cuma takat pass je. well sebenarnya kena syukurlah pass, tapi still...
* bila buat something cthnya assignment, kadang2 byk
tak paham dr paham
* bila tgk org lawa n kurus.
* bila tgk org gembira. yes im happy, tapi deep
inside, there's something that i cant describe it with words.
* bila kena buat kerja or assisgnment n taktau mcm mana nak buat.
* bila tgk org lain bersama rakan2. yeah, i do have
friends, but they're far away from me. tapi syukur dorg selalu ada utk aku
* bila kelas satu ape pon tak paham.
yes i know i should be proud of myself sebab tak
semua org dapat peluang utk berada di tempat aku skrg.
sometimes i wish i wasn't here, but i know, there's
no turning back.
i should find ways to improve my skills and so on. tapi
sebab aku cuma manusia biasa, yg ada rase kecewa, penat, sedih dll.
for this time only, can i just sit, and cry?
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